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Unfortunately the state of the world is quite entitled rn. If people don’t get answers, they assume. I was invited to the UK tour to make content, I don’t flaunt it bc it was a privilege. Bc I didn’t straight up say that out loud, people assumed I flew all the way to the UK to get his attention. I don’t need his attention, I’m a content creator that took an opportunity to make more content. People claimed I used my own mothers birthday trip as an excuse to see him again at Brixton- my mom is a James Marriott fan and I thought going to a show and introducing her to all my friends would be a lovely treat, she even bought a t shirt at the gig bc she wanted to go. Truth of the matter is people are jealous and don’t care who they hurt, they’re upset and they make assumptions. I’m not going to leak my DMs to clear things up, I’m entitled to my privacy and I think people should be nicer but that just doesn’t happen. I shouldn’t have to keep doxing personal info to combat lies made out of thin air. I’ve had people accuse me of having a baby (??) that I abandon to go stalk James. It gets to a point where it’s just ridiculous so I just let people talk bc they are going to say whatever they want to fit the narrative that I don’t deserve to be where I am. Could be jealousy, could be misogyny, but at the end of the day I know who I am and I know where I stand within my business relationships. And when I get hate for going on another tour I was invited to way back during our business meeting in October of last year then people will chat more shit. And the only “solution” is to tell everyone every ounce of my life and my relationships with people and my private conversations, which just is not fair to me in the slightest. For every person making an ill comment out of jealousy, there are 20 people I’ve actually met in person who’ve asked me for photos and had proper conversations with me. Those are the people I put my focus towards bc they know me better than a faceless Reddit account. This is not an attack on you at all, it gets confusing when all you see is hate about a specific person, I’m very well aware of it, but I’m in such a situation where it seems my only options are to keep letting people get misled by these false accusations, or to stop making content that so many fans love from me. I will always choose my fans first because they are the ones who are supporting me and not jumping to conclusions. This was really long but I do not talk about this subject often so I like to get everything out all at once when I do. I do hope you eventually see me differently, but I hold no grudges or hate in my heart to those not fond of me. Sorry again for the long reply, hope you have a good day <3