i think im gonna deactivate. i dont have many followers, almost no interactions, and im annoying. this is the best for everyone, and ik no ones gonna miss me... why do you keep reading this? do you like me? do you want me to push u against the wall and kiss you? do you want that?
feels like i'm slowly returning to a version of my life i spent so long trying to get out of. same routine, same days, same nothingness. i genuinely don't know when things became this mundane.
keeping busy has become less about being productive and more about avoiding the silence where i miss us the most.
how do you make a decision when one choice means losing someone and the other means losing yourself?


















