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it's now fic finish November we got an opening here with no AO3 to distract us LETS GET THE NEXT CHAPTER DONE FOLKS
writing a fic from dazai’s pov is so hard cus i need to omit and then strategically reveal certain information to build the sense of his insane intellect but if i omit too much it starts feeling like i’m hurling a magic 8 ball at the reader and telling them to trust the source
can you imagine being aromantic in this universe and someone starts dying from flower tuberculosis bc they’re in love with you and you literally can do fuck all about it LOL like man fate got us both fucked up didn’t it
i’m working on a fic rn where dazai is in hiding for Reasons and he’s like ‘ah my roommates the rats. welcome home to me.’
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reading smut but im not really in the right headspace so im just like wow there are some really interesting gender dynamics in this sex scene
10 months post top surgery and my nipples have officially stopped zapping me from connecting with my nerves again. scars are starting to go white but idrc about that
one of my fav chuuzai things is chuuya just being pretty mentally well despite the constant horrors. dazai sometimes marvels at him like you freak of nature how do you even do that and chuuya’s like ????? go grocery shopping ?????
and its not that chuuya doesn’t have any issues, he’s just incredibly capable when it comes to dealing with them. high functioning baddie final boss























