the way @viledictum talks to me.
Severus, find a partner who loves you, who doesn't hit you, who isn't a bully, who isn't obsessive, whose feelings are reciprocated, who isn't twice your age, who doesn't groom you, or who isn't a predator
Mission Impossible 😭 ngl
what a pleasure. there is a vial in his hand now, and the wicked curve of his lips hints at the salvation it contains.
severus offers it to him, temptingly.
“come here. on your knees.”
the price of relief is doing things his way.
i can no longer remember when what was once contempt and hatred became something else, but you’ve never left my veins since the day i realised you were going to ruin my life. you still do, and i let you. perhaps because i do love you, after all. too much to put myself first.
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“i said fuck off!”
severus only walks faster. as if he needed this on top of everything else.
“what does it matter? because i don’t want to! there’s a lot more to do here than in that hole, so why shouldn’t i take a holiday? it’s not like he even remembers what he promised—”
the weight of his belongings, and his situation as a whole. an angry admission slips through his teeth in a moment of vulnerability.
“he’s probably lying there pissed out of his mind, without the faintest idea what day it is...”

















