please give me things to read or watch while waiting for my heart to stabilize today <33 theory or silly things or anything really. they have me on so much for the pain etc but i really cannot turn my brain off it's a problem lol
they put on columbo for me which is very confusing to drift in and out of consciousness to like damn i think dick van dyke killed a guy that's crazy.
once again too ill to stay conscious for extended periods lmao yes everything is going swimmingly. not giving up though i will sort this out once i can stay with it through more than like a sentence
i made this while homeless and full of heart problems because nothing can stop me except probably death lmao
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also lol the hospital called me all serious like, your heart tests came back much worse. they "don't know the cause" and i was like "who can say, really" while stressed and starving to avoid spending and running all over the city while strictly banned from even medium short walks
it is with the very creepy blonde girls who came on to me super strong but i do not care at this point like if they murder me at least it'll be while i have a nice big roof over my head
im submitting an application for the sublet thanks people on here's help <3 please cross your fingers for me that i get it and can not be homeless anymore aaaaah
ok next the sublet option had actual nazi memorabilia so the two midwestern blondes who treated me like their fuckable pet dog might be my only hope i just need like three hundred dollars everything will be fine because stress is bad for my stupid heart condition thats killing me
ok what does it mean if they kept giving me thumbs up and said i was their first choice and they both flirted at me like the entire time they were showing the place help
looking at a sublet today while technically homeless the people living already there are the self-described "two bubbly Midwestern blondes we Love trans fine with muslim and immigrants" should i be scared
this would also help me pay for this months heart medications which i do kind of need to live lol
um obv donate to more important things as a priority, but its been a lovely week for me with heart issues, getting fired for heart issues, being broken up with, losing my housing, broken nose, etc if you wanna help me get a temp sublet to have place to sleep i'd be rly grateful

