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Joined January 2024
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WAIT. that’s about ME
Ever since I was a child I knew I needed a huge coat to compensate for my complete lack of everything.
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part 1 🍀
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every-few-years-annual #NewProfilePic
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Don’t ask me no fucking crazy questions like how am I doing or what have I been up to lately what the fuck is wrong with you
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I Thought all day long. All Day. And I still Don’t Know
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it wouldve been so much easier to just not go through all of this. to have it stopped 3 years ago. im so tired and weak. i just don’t want to struggle anymore :’)
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everyone without ADHD treats it like it’s a nothingburger quirky easy to live with fake disorder and acts like it’s a minor inconvenience at best. everyone with ADHD would probably gouge both their eyes out with a spoon if it meant getting rid of this shit forever
ngl if i could get rid of any of my disorders it wouldn’t even be the DID. i’d get rid of my ADHD
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you ever get the feeling you unknowingly made some horrible mistake earlier on in ur life that locked you in the bad ending/route and now ur just stuck with everything slowly becoming more and more existentially wrong
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these 2 last weeks especially the last few days have been so weird ive been on the verge of uncontrollable crying and/or a panic attack at all times i start crying so easily, ive started crying on the bus, at the store, while reading, while talking to someone even about casual
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stuff, crying like 20 times a day i don’t think sth like this has ever happened to me before especially lasting more than a day or two idk man idk
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yehahh might commit myself to. a psych ward after all i almost did yesterday and today i didn’t bc today and next tuesday i have dr appointments ive waited for months for so maybe ill be able to make it till tuesday and then commit myself
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went to a hospital tpday managed to talk to a psychologist there and they got me an appointment to my psychiatrist for tmrw bc after that she’s leaving till january maybe she’ll change my meds or doses and ill feel a little better next tuesday
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if not im gonna commit myself then or maybe earlier idk we’ll see
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at least i might be eligible for ketamine therapy very soon with all the meds ive been on
bro its now been over a year that ive been in a massive depressive episode again after 2 years of feelin better after my last attempt. & i feel even worse than i did back then. ive felt too bad to even tweet & be on this account its hell esp knowing it might b like this 4ever
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i’ve been so depressed my days blending all together and inability to tell what day it is made me not realize it’s 9/11 till 9pm an hour ago
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bro its now been over a year that ive been in a massive depressive episode again after 2 years of feelin better after my last attempt. & i feel even worse than i did back then. ive felt too bad to even tweet & be on this account its hell esp knowing it might b like this 4ever
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living in this hellish cycle of a couple years of recovery then back to depression and commiting myself to a hospital (im on a waiting list for a day ward now where you’re there every day from 9am to 2pm) im too depressed to do so many things
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and can’t even talk about it or think too much and too long bc i start crying i feel so soul-tearingly empty ive lost another year to this apathy of days where i havent done anything all blending into one bleak heartbreaking mass
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the thing that sucks about not getting cared for as a child is that there is no unconditional caretaker in adulthood. you just miss out.
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