could be us (enduring and alive and playful, spontaneous and consistent, passionate and caring) but you playin ( jk u can’t help be you , i can’t help be me, i accept our fundamental differences and hold each other as equals)
when someone starts confusing me i get angry at them like wtf just say you don’t know if you don’t know , don’t tell me a lie
i’m gonna move forward with the information i have , that’s what i know and see so that’s it, i’m doing what i can i’m doing my best , this is what i can do
jilli retweeted
A trait I look out for in my closest friends is tenderness in speech. Anyone can have a smart mouth but not everyone can speak truth in love or acknowledge their own hurt without going on the offensive.
It is a deliberate choice for me to be surrounded by the tender tongued.
we do this bad yearly cycle and it’s like can we have a november where we are together for my birthday, that would be cool
i get stressed when i’m spending time w someone and their presence and attention is so fractured and elsewhere, it’s on something/someone else , the quality of which is so diffused and confusing and flighty , which makes me mildly unsafe, when they used to be so grounded
i don’t know, idk idk. i’m experiencing a loss , things aren’t the same , implicit stuff doesn’t work on me right now i’m too at capacity to guess or infer or make assumptions