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I used to masturbate daily. And I'm going to share with you three effects that developed with me doing that on a day-to-day basis. The first effect: I started to lose my original size. What used to look like this, it started to shrink. And you'd think that the actual size was that, simply because I was loving myself without fail, consistently, persistently, with a lot of patience and with a lot of perseverance without fail. The second effect: I started losing motivation when it came to pursuing women, engaging women, interacting with women. Simply because my whole logic was, why should I go through the trouble of having to deal with the drama that comes with women, the issues that come with women, when I can just avoid all that and still have a good time and still feel good and still experience some glorious, glorious finish? Third on the list: I started having trouble when it came to finishing with women in bed. It did not matter. I was just unable to get to the finish line most often than not. This obviously became worse as the years progressed. Then lastly: I became unable to pursue anything out of the ordinary in my life. I just became that guy who just wakes up, runs on autopilot without having to pursue some form of greatness on my path of life. I was just eat, sleep, jack off, wake up, jack off, and the list goes on and on and on. As long as I do the work, as long as I get a little bit of cash, I was okay with that because I knew at the end of the day, my hands were there to fill that hole. Little did I know that with great masturbation came great mediocrity in my life. I have lived a mediocre life by living that life. And that is not a path that I can even recommend to even my own worst enemy. That is not a life that any human being is supposed to live. It's just a terrible life.