𝐉𝐚𝐝𝐞 ♱ ˚⋆ ⁺ .

this halloween, i was placed on a wait list for an ed treatment program for the first time before i went to my psych appointment to ask abt it, i went by my favourite cafe with a courtyard to check if their brownies were still sold out

an-r and arfid is such a merciless combo. for the few times i want to gain some energy more than i want to starve myself, the texture and smell of anything i try to force down my throat has me like this

i was supposed to represent this with people but my pen slipped and now i’m drawing ponies again darn it

this darwinism bs is so common in white ed spaces. acting like we’re a different species 💀 have they ever interacted with a group of asian ppl not on their phones?

i used to find myself so pretty 🙁 i loved getting my photo taken

was two not enough character development?? do i really gotta have a third concussion 😭 im way too exhausted to get it checked out oml im already in the middle of booking four appointments

full disclosure, i banged my temple the other day and it just occurred to me that it could be the reason why the last few days have felt particularly miserable. it’s still bruised but i didn’t think i hit it nearly hard enough to worry about another concussion. istg if im wrong💀

i’m gonna draw this but first i gotta figure out a way to not be so on the nose

i hear the words “75 hard” and flinch like an abused child

having anorexia is like mining a rock with your bare hands when you think there’s a diamond but everyone sees it for what it is. a rock

2 and i understand 3!! i grew up speaking french and english and i’ve been teaching myself swedish but still not fluent