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🫧chronically ill audhder w lots of special interests😷🏴‍☠️ transmasc/any pronouns

Joined February 2022
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the music you have to listen to so you don't end your shit on a random friday
9 years ago today, TWICE released Likey. Rate it from 1 to 10.
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doesn’t work so well when the “masked” autistic person you are referring to has extensive, unexplainable and unmanageable struggles with depression, anxiety, panic attacks, can’t keep a job, can’t live on their own etc. a late diagnosed person isn’t usually coping ok”
Masking so well that your autism went undetected for decades is pretty much an indication you aren't autistic, or you can cope ok without a diagnosis.
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This is so poetic. The cure to ADHD is in this flowchart but unfortunately none of us will read it
Replying to @Alexiabobadill1
I found this flow chart on tumblr, haven't tried it for anything big yet myself but it could help?
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AI BUBBLE POPPED LETSS FUCKING GOOO
🚨 INSANE CRASH $940 BILLION has been wipedout from US stocks at market open today. AI trade is breaking....
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Deshaun retweeted
Justice for He Think I Love him!!
The way this trilogy been holding me down in the gym 😮‍💨
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Most leftists sound just like this guy when it comes to COVID. Which should really embarrass you guys.
RFK Jr.: "I was in Los Angeles last week, and I saw people — this is true — driving around wearing masks alone in their car. Still in 2026!” Sounds like he's using again, y'all! Is there a toilet somewhere around? 🤣🤣🤣
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All these people saying EVERYONE WITH BPD SUCKS AND IS AN EVIL MANIPULATOR!!! Probably doesnt know theres a presentation of BPD where all that hate and fear stays bottled up inside, aimed usually at one's own self, and they withdraw instead of exploding.
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We're all gonna fucking die
BREAKING: President Trump makes a major energy policy announcement at his Texas rally. "Tonight, I'm officially terminating Biden's expensive and unnecessary methane regulations." The president claims the rollback will save consumers and energy producers $45 billion while expanding domestic oil and natural gas production. Trump says the move will unlock Texas natural gas reserves and produce an additional 210 million barrels of oil. Get the latest updates on the Fox News app: foxnews.onelink.me/xLDS/z2jy…
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I pay $0 for Xolair (and literally all of my healthcare now) because its drug manufacturer paid for my health insurance deductible and out-of-pocket maximum through the Xolair Copay program. Someone needs to make a documentary about how insane everything is
Today, we're launching medoctors.org, the most comprehensive listing for ME doctors worldwide, with 651 doctors and clinics in 19 countries. Many people with ME bounce around between dismissive medical appointments for years before a word-of-mouth reference or a one-off review in a patient community finally leads them to a doctor who truly gets it. That's not acceptable. We believe everyone deserves access to information about competent doctors, no matter if they're newly suspecting an ME diagnosis or have been disbelieved for years. ME Doctors shows patients only information that actually matters: how helpful each doctor is, what they tend to prescribe, whether they offer telemedicine, their cost per visit, and how long their waitlist is. This launch is just a start: our eventual goal is a listing of thousands of doctors across dozens of countries. But we need your help to get there: - Look over the doctors listed in your country and tap “Add a doctor” if you see any that are missing. - If you know of an existing doctor directory in your country that we can link to, let us know!
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Nothing sent I a few days,, still at 310/400. Ps keep sharing if you can!
Have not had any extra gigs this month bc battling burn out & chronic pain xtra hard + don’t make enough from my pt job to cover bills w/o xtra gigs so a bit behind on bills & needing some support for the 1st. Goal of 400 to cover the gaps Ca: liberationlex v: lexorlove
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So this is because we’re surrounded by predators who pounce whenever they sense weakness - they perceive strict rule-following as evidence of cowardice, and a slip-up as a convenient opportunity to strike. How did I get it to stop? Aggression. Being a menace. 100% reliability.
Growing up autistic I’d see so many people breaking rules but I was a rule follower. The few times I’d break even the smallest rule I’d get in so much trouble and I genuinely never understood why it was okay for them to do it but not me? They hate us
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person with the knife in my gut letting me know they’re compromising by only having it halfway in
thanks mom thats awesome
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transgender planet
A 17-year-old NASA intern discovered a planet on his third day Wolf Cukier was examining telescope data when he spotted a strange signal that led to the discovery of a planet orbiting two stars, about 1,300 light-years away
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the most man response ever he basically saying “i guess im just a piece of shit” like yeah u are
Atrioc responds to Pokimane calling him out for watching her deepfakes three years ago and mingling with her inner circle "I decided I'm not going to go to TwitchCon, because I don't want to make anyone uncomfortable"
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it's extremely cool living in a society that is almost completely incapable of producing an autistic person who is not severely traumatized
My whole perception of mental health changed when I discovered that CPTSD and autism are so similar that they are often mistaken and misdiagnosed for each other
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men want to be able to sexually abuse women and then move on within a couple years soooo bad. They just want to be able to get away with it.
xQc calls Pokimane stupid for bringing up Atrioc years after the deepfake incident 😳 "Not defending this guy but, if someone is in their own lane and live in their own ecosystem and you come after them, you're always wrong idgaf." "They're in their little corner.. Especially, if it's been a long time.. You’re just stupid.. I'll never be on your side idgaf."
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I have audhd and this is true, also It’s not that I’m more autistic on adhd meds, it’s that I’m aware of peoples perceptions and reactions to me more.
I saw a TikTok saying that a lot of people don’t realize they’re autistic until they get on adhd meds bc their brain finally slows down enough to realize if they’re not impulsively speaking, they don’t get social cues. That’s EXACTLY what happened to me!
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Growing up autistic I’d see so many people breaking rules but I was a rule follower. The few times I’d break even the smallest rule I’d get in so much trouble and I genuinely never understood why it was okay for them to do it but not me? They hate us
You actually can't win if you're autistic btw. You try to socialize: they hate you. You keep to yourself: they hate you. Like I'm sorry, I didn't choose having to work. I thought I was doing you guys a favor by making it easy to ignore me, but I guess that's wrong, too
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being purposefully misunderstood is probably killing me faster than any of my chronic illness
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i’m getting another epidural for inflammation today… wish me luck lol
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