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nothing destroys a relationship faster than watching your partner show up for other people in ways that they don't show up for you
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nothing hurts more than wiping your own tears, knowing that you can’t tell anyone about the things you were crying about.
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Passive suicidal ideation is being so emotionally exhausted that even the thought of starting over feels impossible. U keep postponing ur own happiness, stop expecting things to get better & quietly wonder how long you're supposed to survive a life that feels nothing like living.
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Fuck mannnnn
im such a fucking useless person i dont even have the right to be upset at people leaving me i should be doing more for them yet im sat on my ass doing fuck all instead of making an actual difference to someone, what good even am i if i cant do shit
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people are not replaceable. idk how much of a stoic u are, youre lying if u say u dont miss the way u felt at 19. and youd give anything to live out that one november afternoon when u were 23 again. dont lie
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my life has unironically gotten a lot better after i stopped worried about finding a partner and accepted ill probably just not find one
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therapy will never work on me because therapists refuse to give me actually philosophically captivating reasons for why i shouldn't kill myself other than "well it could get better one day" and "people will miss you"
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hey whats it called when you break out of your depression and start becoming a better person and then something happens that retraumatizes you all over again and your mental health takes a nose dive and you end up right where you started
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“no one is coming to save you” don’t u think i know. i’m the kid they never had to worry about.
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why can't i ever be cool why am i always just boring and lame and ugly and stupid
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parents suddenly being chill when ur an adult makes my blood fucking boil like. you could have been normal but only chose to do so when i was less vulnerable. how convenient for you ill tear you apart from your asshole up bro
and now i’m the angry daughter
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Me watching the decisions that have made this year ruining my entire life
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自殺したいけど生還しちゃった時が怖くて
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i feel so alone it physically hurts
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Whats it called when u’re extremely self aware but keep ruining your life with the same patterns
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i dont have the energy to live anymore
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non voglio morire ma non voglio nemmeno vivere. voglio stare per il resto dei miei giorni nel mio lettone, nella mia cameretta, lontano da tutto e da tutti. voglio solo il buio e il caldo delle mie coperte. sono cosi stanco
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割とガチで長生きしたいと思ってないし、なんなら若くて綺麗な状態で死にたいし、毎日通勤中「今急に車が突っ込んできて死んだとしても全然いい」と思って生きている。誰にも言えないけどな。
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im not a good person i will never be a good person ill never learn from my past mistakes ill always be like this and ill die alone
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