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uhh genderfluid and poly(?) yaps abt ocd sometimes!! I hope you guys have a lovely day!!

Joined November 2025
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here's uhh photos of my goofy ahh. regardless of your views on people like me live life with joy and please love those around you pet your pets give a stranger money #trans #genderfluid
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Replying to @Gracie_s4yw3r
the fetishization is so normalize it’s so fucking weird talking to someone and they do it or like people in my circle like one stayed at my house and HE SHOWS ME LESBIAN PORN WTFFFFF😰
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USED to be in my circle he was fucking weird at first i wanted to know him cuz like my friends knew him my old friends did too so we got cool THEN HE SHOWS ME GORE AND LESBIAN PORN
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modesty is a plague dude it’s a weird ass concept that just sexualizes the people who choose not to go by a groups personal ideas on what’s “appropriate” how do grown ass adults not see that??
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ehhh it can be it always depends on the art sometimes it has meaning sometimes it’s to look cool the art i personally like that i dont think ai could ever write is art mentally ill patients made anything from interpretations of their illness to self portraits of their decline
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and the thing is those aren’t about the result it’s about their own interpretations of their issues William Utermohlen. his first portrait in the collection of his decline was very realistic and was beautiful his last was drawn on a napkin and the last he made before he couldn’t.
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i wouldn’t transition if i looked like a young david tennant if i’m being so honest
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who needs white noise when my ears already do that for me
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idk what’s worse having a social life where you’re constantly angry and paranoid but very dependent on friends or isolated dull and miserable as ocd gets worse and worse and sleep is like not a thing
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“A woman ate soley goldfish for 6 months straight, this is what happened to her organs.”
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fuh do i go as gumball, pinochio, or a random character from clue or an oc? idk i don’t have ideas and gumball is who i look up to but idk if i can get the sweater in time AND id end up bleaching my hair😓
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if i dye my hair i could start revolving my entire identity around being like gumball and then boom i’m like better than EVERYONE around me!!
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me:“hey mamas” random:“hey vomit”
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all these yaps i have to myself are so idiotic and the only way to screatch the itch i have about them is to send voice notes to others but they don’t wanna listen to them because they’re 30 minutes of rambles about the most “durrrr duh doy” things but they fascinate me
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and on death i can’t even put into words the mechanisms that explain it idk if i’m the flawed speaker or if the words aren’t built for me to explain my ideas but i can explain the manifestation and how it acts on a perceiver and on an experience but the
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but the mechanisms that allow it to manifest that way make so much sense in my minds eye but i can only explain it through shitty metaphors and idiotic sounding terms that never actually capture what my brain understands and makes sense of when it comes to death
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and i can’t speak in depth about them ever it’s always stuff like the universe having a form of psudeo-intention or that any binary has middle ground or about what death is or the mechanisms of it or about how i perceive and understand space and what ghosts are
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this military boy is just so UUUUGHHHAHHHHHH🤤 oh he also got me a vape today^v^
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AYYYEEEE i get to see fine shyt today😍
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GRANTED it’s for like 15 minutes but still🤤
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